Jessa & I being dorks again. The last time we were big dorks we were at the bowling alley playing House of the Dead. Well for her birthday I got her the game and some guns for us to play on the Wii. She was very excited when she got it & she likes it a ton more than the TV idea I wanted to get her.
So now we get to be
dorks in the privacy of our own homes badasses in our own homes.
Happy 26th birthday to my lovely girlfriend Jessica!
The pictures above are from I believe the first time we ever took pictures together & then the latest picture of us.
I work today, but I’m hoping to still have a nice birthday for her and show her a pretty good weekend. I love her very much.
So on Sunday I went to a benefit for my cousin Louise. I knew it was gonna be a big even, but I really didn’t anticipate there to be that many people. The event was sponsored by the Chicago White Sox, Cubs, Bulls, Pepsi, and a number of other teams, businesses, & foundations.
My cousin looked great and was in very high spirits. There were silent auctions, raffles, a band, DJ, drinks, food, shirts, and a ton of other stuff.
It really was a fun day.
Relationship Status Change
So as of Easter Sunday I made myself off the market again for the last time. Jessica & I for about the past month have basically been together but not official, until now.
It’s really crazy, because some of the reasons I left, Jessica felt similar about. So really, all we needed was better communication. But whetever, we’re past it & moving towards a better future together. We still have plans to get a house together in the future as well as start a family (as long as she lets me name our son Atticus).
But Jessica makes me really happy. She makes me want to tear my fucking hair out at times, but in the end she really gets me & I love her so much.
You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
What does the heart want?
So on Thursday I made plans for Friday to visit my cousin Louise. Incase you don’t know, Louise is my cousin that was diagnosed with Cancer. The last time I saw her was when she was in the hospital and Jessica came with me.
So I texted Jessica asking if she’d want to come with me. She said that she would. So before I went to Louise’s I went to Jessica’s house and she cut the back of my hair because she always use to. Then we went to Louise’s. We talked, looked at old pictures, and watched 40 Days & 40 Nights. Then Jessica & I made plans to go to the mall to find birthday gifts for her mom.
So we went to the mall and shopped. Again, having a great time. We got M-Dawg some great gifts. Mine was way better. (I got her mom into The Walking Dead, so I got her a Daryl Dixon POP!) After shopping we went back to her house & talked with her family and Lori for a while.
When Jessica had to leave for work I was actually sad. I wanted to stay with her longer. A month ago I was out of this, I was annoyed and wanting more. I learned something new about her as well on Friday (I forgot what it was lol), but I wasn’t aware there were things unknown to me about her still. I miss Jessica a lot & I still love her so much.
What does the heart want?
I thought about kissing you today…
My sharpest heartarangs are for you